CHANGE IS IN AIR

i am just trying to be less calculable.
i am just trying to be soft as much as possible.

On a confused morning, when i am on the way for my biology class, i saw an incident and i came to know that money is everything.

     I support that poor person to see clearly that do not flex for those fools, who only thinks you could do anything for money.

One day i am in the bus i saw three boys harassing a girl, i raised a voice to teach those idiots to respect women. I suggest that girl not to counterplan your voice for these types of sucker.

In 2017, when i am at my college days, i don't have enough money to fill my stomach, that day i teached myself i am gonna make enough money for my future generation.

I saw this world as living hell, chaos everywhere, complicated people, broken dreams, incomplete life and their idiotic behaviour.

In my whole life i am unable to figure out what is more savage? different forms of one person, loving an evil girl, supporting a poisoned people chasing a wrong dream or raised in a wrong community.

In a stormy day there are waves
Sound wave, light wave, someone memories wave. But i always thought i am feeding good things to my soul so it can grow wings to fly again and re-survive.

I am making good presumption for all people, doesn't matter they are good or bad to me at first place.

                                   But behind my back they are making strange theory based on the true nature of my living life. This is the biggest reason why i do not hangout often with people.

I lost count how many time i practiced to say i love you to myself.
Long time ago i bought myself flower and chocolates.
I am just waiting  in the dark someone to come in my room and turn on the light of my life.

These days, i feel i am not alone i am not alone
because I feel alone with company.
i recognize myself by my shadow,
Sometimes my heart get paralyzed and feel like i am in the sky shadow is a proving image.

Now, i kiss people, hold their hand, give courageous word, when i see them in must confused and breakable circumstances.

                  AND
                 
i am feeling better so i say good morning to my special ones and i mean it.
Sometimes i wonder and imagine i'll prefer myself as a stranger.

                       #dharma_acharya