cursed earth

 To be honest,

I don't want to let go

my diligence character.

I don't want to vend

my happiness and thoughts 

for agreeable souls in human race.

I don't even want to 

count me in the human race.

Still what i want in my life 

should be purposeful.

I have found both gratitude

and fortitude in my insanity.

The gratitude for loneliness

And fortitude for being too delicate.

For those who took advantages 

of me being softacharya to them fuck you all.

I learn that the greatest cause of

people's being unfair is to motivate savagery.

kindness and savagery were so 

indistinguishably mixed, so that we couldn't make them out.

savagery lead us to the tenderness and

tenderness motivates us to follow the path of savagery.

At the same time 

the more i seeks to rise into

something, the more i struggle.

Here, everybody wants to be same,

whoever thinks i am different than others,

either they are corrupt or they are evil.

                       📖= dharma acharya