Bhupendra

  My brother always cheer me, made me strong, treat me as we are 'Ram' and 'Laxman' from 'Ramayan'

There is a time when we used to go to market, resturant only for the purpose of our togetherness 

That We always talk about we're not going to end up like most brothers who get apart from their family only for the purpose of money and etcs.

I got lots of responsibility and now i cannot spend lots of time with my brother. I am now a responsible member of my family. like father, who cannot complain about anything, who only understand all circumstances  and solve difficulties

I am now cement someone made out of fragments of stones. If you removed responsibility from the equation, i would have been playing cricket for my nation.

famous like Dhoni. people's would praise me and make me idol, because people's always admire genius.

Now, my brother got the same talent, skill, genes like i got in his age.

We were in 2010, we walk all along to film halls, cricket ground. We were in 2010, i bought him a cricket bat and ball along with his favourite team jersey.

Than i didn't. We were in 2015 and one day i tried to talk with him about being failure, about being depressed, about being bullied, he told me shut the fuck off. And said i want you by my side always brother.

You know the moment you fucked up/messed up like your vision start to blur, your senses start to function differently, like the act is useless, its like picking a matchstick out of burned match-box.

without a drop of water. We just played cricket for a eight hour and we went home.

Once he caught me staring at the pesticides which my mother kept at storeroom.

Once in dashian he noticed me watching the knife like i wanted to be the sheep, who's head and body at different place on the ground, wide open, people's waiting for good meat to eat.

There is no difference between me and my brother. When we got exposed to the true light of our world. Our parents are concerned about both of us.

when we are hungry we ate same food that taste same.

When we're more depressed and in fragile condition our parents got us a therapist. I can clearly memorize these sessions.

That brought us back to the world.the sessions cost twenty-eight thousands rupees. twenty-eight thousands rupees is six months groceries.

It took years of twenty-eight  thousands rupees to get to the one that saved our life.

We both had parents that believed us when we said we weren't ok.

i wonder how many kids like bhupendra and dharma wanted to die and were unlucky enough to acutally tug it off. we're so worthy we're so worthy.                                                                                   📖= Dharma acharya